I was just fourteen years old when I first heard about Anne Frank’s chestnut tree - around the same age as the world’s most famous diarist, when she mentioned the tree in the poignant jottings that chronicled her experiences in hiding during World War II.

The fallen chestnut tree outside Anne Frank's house in Amsterdam last month. Photo: AP

That tree, which Anne Frank viewed as a symbol of the freedom she would never recapture (she died at 15 in the notorious Bergen-Belsen concentration camp) has now fallen outside the Anne Frank museum in Amsterdam.

Back in 2007, I wrote a blog post after I received a couple of emails telling me the 150-year-old tree had been declared a safety hazard and was about to be cut down. But events progressed very quickly and a court injunction prevented authorities from bringing the tree down.

I followed the reports closely. The tree was diseased. Fungus had taken hold. As the stalemate continued, it was decided to plant cuttings of the controversial tree.

I approved. But why on earth do you reckon I would care - or have any attachment at all - to a tree in a city several thousand kilometres away from me?

You want to know why I feel such a strong connection to the Anne Frank hideout, right?

As a 14-year-old, I learnt that my school, St Joseph’s College, was to produce a play in collaboration with our sister school, Loreto Convent. The play was `The Diary of Anne Frank’. I still remember clearly the moment I found out that I was to play Peter van Daan, the boy who fell in love with Anne.

The play turned out to be one of the widely-acknowledged benchmarks of school theatre. More than three decades later, I am still in contact with the star of the show, who played Anne Frank and who now lives on the opposite end of the world.

That play was not my first time on stage, nor was it my last, but I can honestly tell you that the role was one of the most intense experiences of my adolescent years and it touched my heart in ways that I’m sure found an echo in the hearts of the other teenage actors.

Sixteen years after I had played that role, as I prepared to become a father for the first time, I finally made my long-awaited pilgrimage to the real building in Amsterdam where the families had hidden during the Nazi occupation of Europe.

My wife and I were in London, en route to Toronto. But this was a side trip we had to make, I because I simply had to see the place, and my wife because she knew how deeply the role of Peter van Daan had touched my soul. Having flown several thousand miles west, we made a very quick detour in the opposite direction. We caught a pre-dawn flight from Heathrow to Amsterdam, before returning the same afternoon to London. We weren’t going as sightseers. We just had only one place to visit.

This was the pilgrimage I had wanted to make since I was a teenager.

The Anne Frank house wasn’t even open when we got there, because we were so early. We sat in our overcoats and scarves by the silent canal, the same ancient canal that had run past the red-brick buildings during the war. And when the doors finally opened, we were the first to walk in.

The silence, somehow, was absolutely appropriate. I felt as though I were walking into a place I knew so well. I was so grateful for the fact that there was no one else there.

In some mysterious way, it was a little part of Amsterdam that I had - and always have - carried around in my heart and in my soul since I understood the message of fortitude and tolerance that characterised the writing of a little girl forced into hiding in this very same building.

When I walked to the little window, it was like visiting a shrine. Even before I walked over to peer out, I knew exactly what the view would be, because I had read so many descriptions of it before. Yes, there was the canal. There was the deserted street.

And there was the tree, the sight of which had sustained Anne Frank in her world of dangerous isolation.

But I don’t think the good people of Amsterdam realise how that tree has sustained many others as well.

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    • Steve says:

      08:24am | 10/09/10

      What a fantastic story. I think as parents we sometimes forget the people and events in our younger years shape us, as they have you. I am sure the book and the play has shaped some part of you in to the person you are today. The fact you got to visit the tree and be in Anne Frank’s home is spectacular for you. As a kid my passion was to save whales, here i am at 44 and still have that passion. I think i might go start up a facebook group about passions that remain with us from child hood to adult hood.

    • Cat says:

      09:04am | 10/09/10

      “Remember the people where you come from”  (Gaelic proverb)

    • Polywatcher says:

      09:30am | 10/09/10

      My experience at the home of Anne Frank when I visited some years back was just as I was walking though the rooms where Anne would have walked
      I recalled that as she hid in the loft the only thing that she could hear were the sounds of the church bell nearby. On my visit I heard that same bell. It was a was quite eerie.

    • KD says:

      10:18am | 10/09/10

      What a lovely story - thank you David.

    • Darren says:

      10:29am | 10/09/10

      Thanks for sharing a beautiful window into your heart smile

    • Rosie says:

      10:41am | 10/09/10

      Thanks David great story and for you such happy memories that you will take to the grave despite the suffering that will never be forgotten.

      When I started collecting antique dolls I read about the camp dolls and of Ann Frank’s doll and was keen to have one made as I knew it would be impossible for me to get the authentic one. I made one by just looking at the pictures I had seen of the doll that belonged to Ann Frank. So to me my doll was like the tree it symbolised hope, fortitude and tolerance.

      I have 3 grandchildren, 2 girls and 1 boy and have made 2 girl dolls and a boy doll for each of them reminding them of what Ann Frank meant to me.

    • Anne Sikimeti Latu says:

      10:53am | 10/09/10

      Great story David, thanks for sharing it is not only enjoyable but very informative. 

    • Joolz says:

      11:13am | 10/09/10

      Lovely.

      Sometimes it takes something like this to refresh our memory landscape. We have these things in our mind for years, they influence who we are and our choices.

      This is a nice one.

    • Gregg says:

      12:34pm | 10/09/10

      Yes, a great story David and glad you were able to fulfill your journey.

    • Helen says:

      03:52pm | 10/09/10

      I hope the tree falling isn’t an analogy of the growing amnesia in Europe towards the Third Reich and its crimes. Already we have right-wing hate groups on the rise and they seem to be ever more popular with silly stunts like the “draw Mohammed” meme proliferating. the sight of Anne Frank’s tree upended makes me a bit gloomy in the light of all this. Are we doomed to repeat history?

    • Eric says:

      10:59am | 11/09/10

      Yes, because drawing Mohammed is exactly the same as sending six million people to death camps.

      Do you ever listen to yourself?

    • Bobster says:

      09:33pm | 12/09/10

      And drawing Mohammed is a libertarian stunt and that’s quite an offensive analogy to draw, really.

      Draw Mohammed Day was in response to threats of violence from extreme religious fundamentalists.

      It’s the same reason I eat roast lamb every good Friday - it’s annoying having Christians close all the pubs and its annoying to have Islamic nutters threaten violence over cartoons.

      I think you need to look at your definitions of right and left.

    • edward james says:

      06:19pm | 10/09/10

      Those who ignore history are doomed to repeat it.  When people visit and reflect what went before they are much beter informed. Edward James Umina . CBD

    • stephen says:

      08:03pm | 10/09/10

      Ignore history ? Nearly all don’t care about it. What’s dangerous is a feeling of a social desperation : that as a group,(and therefore, as individuals) we feel we are losing control. The economic and strategic importance of the USA should remain paramount.

    • Louisa says:

      08:38pm | 10/09/10

      I remember standing outside that house in 1973 - it was a very moving experience after having read her diary

    • acotrel says:

      07:29am | 11/09/10

      A lovely story, David.  Did your experience make you more conscious of the traces of Nazism which still exist - xenophobia, hatred, poisonous politics, lies, ambitions of undemocratic power ? We must be ever vigilant, it could come again!

    • Eric says:

      10:58am | 11/09/10

      Yes, the ALP is a dangerous nest of potential Nazism. We must be forever vigilant.

      Do you ever get tired of trivialising everything with your partisan politics?

    • Christian Real says:

      10:25pm | 11/09/10

      Eric,
      The WorkChoices and Anti-Terrorism laws that the Howard Government brought in were akin to laws in Hitler’s “enabling Act” of March 23rd ,1935.
      The Take Over of the Australian Wharves under the Howard Liberal Government was also something that would have only been expected in Nazi Germany under Hitler, not in a Democratic Country like Australia

    • Eric says:

      01:04am | 12/09/10

      Hitler was a vegetarian. Does that mean all vegetarians are Nazis? You’re just being silly, Christian.

    • Ranald says:

      08:01am | 11/09/10

      David, your description is spot on.  We should all look at trees (perhaps especially chestnuts) as symbols of hope, life and strength.  As the leaves in the northern hemisphere turn from vibrant green to yellow and red, there is one fewer tree to be seen, at least physically.

    • Shubd says:

      12:10am | 12/09/10

      That is a very touching narration David . Like you said it was a pilgrimage that you needed to make to see in reality all that you had experienced and seen with your mind’s eye . So glad that the visit turned out so perfect and special .

      The tree may have fallen . But it surely has its roots safe elsewhere ! See how it has already branched out and touched so many of us via your story. It is up to us to make sure that it flourishes and helps those fanatical and irrational amongst us , to turn a new leaf.

    • Ronald Rockman says:

      03:56pm | 28/09/10

      I read Anne Franks diary many moons ago, as a Jewish person I found it very upsetting then and now.
      in 1992 I was in Nice in the South of France with my wife, we came across an Anne Frank travelling exhibition in a small house. It was quite disturbing to be there as they had it set up as the house in which she lived.
      We had been to Dachau concentration camp only two weeks prior which made it more upsetting.
      I’m pleased you made the journey you did David

 

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