Dr Waleed Alkhazrajy fled his native Iraq 15 years ago. Saddam Hussein’s regime had ordered him to cut off the ears of army deserters or brand their foreheads with a cross. He chose not to, which meant he had to leave or face torture or death.

Dr Waleed Alkhazrajy at work. Pic: ANZCA Bulletin.

So he left. In Jordan he made contact with people smugglers – his family raised the $15,000 the smugglers demanded to take him to Australia via Malaysia and Indonesia.

Now an anaesthetist in Adelaide, he told The Punch what life was like on that boat.

“On the boat it’s really scary, really terrifying. You know that the boat, with you in it, has a chance to capsize or send you to your death at any moment.

That’s how it feels. You think “I’m going to die in the next minute”.

That’s it. I couldn’t swim. It’s a wide sea. It’s a boat made of wood.

It’s not an equipped boat. You can rest assured there’s no navigation equipment or telecommunication equipment or even a well-trained crew that can pull you to safety if something happens.

The whole time you feel like you’re being chased. The fear of being a man or a person who hasn’t done anything wrong but at the same time everybody wants to have a go at you and sentence you to death or torture you.

Then you’re with people you don’t want to be with – the people smugglers, people who are taking your money with a promise. It’s a dark world.

I had no alternative. No country would give me rights. Rights to live, rights to work.

I was 27, 28. I was being chased although I wasn’t doing anything wrong and if I was captured I’d be tortured.

In my country you can be tortured every day. Every day of your life. So I needed to leave.

So you get on this boat and say: “if I make it, I make it”.

I was almost like a drugged person when I saw that boat. I don’t remember making an assessment of it.

It was dark and I was numb, I was in denial. All these feelings you can have. I was scared.

I couldn’t make an assessment of the seaworthiness.

We were lucky. It wasn’t that rough. It was good sailing conditions.

At Christmas Island… words would not be enough to describe what they went through in the last few moments of their journey.

My thoughts are with them, their families, their loved ones. With the people who are injured, with those who are still alive.

It’s not a light decision that they make … The amount of desperation they have which pushes them into this decision is enormous. A small child doesn’t want to go through an operation but there’s no other choice.

I just want the Australian people to understand the amount of pressure and desperation for these people to make this journey.”

Dr Alkhazrajy tells more of his story in the latest Australian and New Zealand College of Anaesthetists Bulletin.

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    • southernX says:

      02:58pm | 16/12/10

      Yes, we would all do the same in his circumstances. Those who seek to stop the boats should not criticise the individuals who seek to better themselves.

      The issue is about being able to decide who joins this nation and who does not.  More people, and more immigration, damages the host culture past a certain point.  Ask the native Australians whether they would have wanted 20+M non-natives here.

      I immigrated here and passed a range of tests to be allowed in - health, skills, and cultural fit.  All I ask is that everyone else has to pass the same tests.  And numbers are decided by the country, not those wishing to come.

    • Suspect says:

      03:32pm | 16/12/10

      Can’t tell if you’re trolling or not…

    • Leah says:

      08:53pm | 16/12/10

      You think, after reading about the appalling conditions of these boats, that we should sit back and let them keep coming?! How am I, by saying I want these boats stopped, criticising the individuals? I do not want to see any more illegal boats coming to Australia, I want to see those people smugglers locked away, and I want to see better processes of bringing refugees to Australia legally.

      If it was just a matter of sit back and let the illegal immigrants come, in their boats or on planes or however else, then we would not know who we are letting into the country. That’s just irresponsible. There need to be better, or at least more accessible and more efficient, legal routes.

    • Original Oz says:

      08:11am | 17/12/10

      The Government should be doing all they can to stop this business of people smuggling. Any initiative can reduce or halt the flow of the boats means that potentially more lives are saved. There are numerous safe haven countries that the majority of these refugees pass through on their way to Australia. The UN needs to beef up their presence in these safe havens and start offering effective and timely processing of all refugees while at the same time providing conditions that preserve human dignity.

    • acotrel says:

      08:29am | 17/12/10

      Liberal Jack says ‘I’m alright, I’m aboard, pull up the ladder’?

    • Bobster says:

      03:05pm | 16/12/10

      What? This has been up for more than five seconds without some numbskull from a privileged background insisting that this bloke should have filled out the necessary forms before running for his life?

      I don’t believe it.

    • Steve says:

      03:37pm | 16/12/10

      How many countries did he pass through were he could of gone to the australian consulate and asked for asylum in fact there is an australian embassey in jordan were he could of gone to ask for asylum instead he chose to pay $15,000 to come to Australia illegaly.

      You will find the majority of Australians support immigration what we don’t support is people breaking our laws to come to this country illegaly.

      I am of the belief that if they are willing to break one law to get what they want what other laws are they willing to break in the future. That is a worrying concern.

    • The Badger says:

      03:16pm | 16/12/10

      He is obviously a sleeper terrorist waiting for the opportune moment to ply his trade.

      If he is not, then why didn’t he get in the queue in Baghdad like all the other asylum seekers?

    • Marilyn Shepherd says:

      03:05am | 17/12/10

      You really do show your ignorance don’t you?  If he could apply in Baghdad without being slaughtered he would be a tourist and not a refugee.

      The law is “everyone has the right to seek asylum”, the end.

      There are no words about smugglers, or paying or queing in the law.

      There is no queue, there are no quotas and the people might well have flown or passed through other countries but so what.

      When people fly here from China, India, Russia, Serbia, Moldova, Israel, Lebanon, Jordan, Egypt, Malaysia, Fiji and dozens of other far flung corners of the world they are not demonised as jumping some fucking queue or told they should have applied elsewhere.

      There is no law that says any asylum seeker has to apply in a dangerous country like Iran, Pakistan or Afghanistan.

      But to apply for refugee status people have to be outside their own countries.

      And if they applied to come here at our embassies we would tell them to piss off.  We always have.

      And again into the fray for Steve.  Find the law people have broken or shut up.

      There is simply no law been broken and there never has been.

      62 The Refugees Convention implicitly requires that, generally, the signatory countries process applications for refugee status of on-shore applicants irrespective of the legality of their arrival, or continued presence, in that country: see Art 31. That right is not only conferred upon them under international law but is also recognised by the Act (see s 36) and the Migration Regulations 1994 (Cth) which do not require lawful arrival or presence as a criterion for a protection visa. If the position were otherwise many of the protection obligations undertaken by signatories to the Refugees Convention, including Australia, would be undermined and ultimately rendered nugatory.
      63 Notwithstanding that the applicant is an “unlawful non-citizen” under the Act who entered Australia unlawfully and has had his application for a protection visa refused, in making that application he was exercising a “right” conferred upon him under Australian law.”

      As Gummow J indicated in Al-Kateb at [86] ff, the current Migration Act, unlike its precursors, does not make it an offence for an unlawful non-citizen to enter or to be within Australia in contravention of, or in evasion of, the Act.
      31 Further, as Hayne J observed in Al-Kateb at [207]-[208] the description of a person’s immigration status as “unlawful” serves as no more than a reference to a non-citizen not having a “valid permission to enter and remain in Australia”. The use of the term “unlawful” does not as such refer to a breach of a law.”

    • Macca says:

      09:37am | 17/12/10

      @Badger, haha, top bait. love it.

    • Dave says:

      03:27pm | 16/12/10

      Personal stories of people having survived hardship are always emotive. But emotions are volatile and can be manipulated.

      For the sake of balance shall we also read the stories of former war criminal playing the system to flee justice, or hear angry Muslims living in the western suburbs of Sydney and ranting about the decadent west, aided and abated by their imams, not to mention the 20+ Muslims currently in jail for planning terrorism acts. All these refugees have been granted permanent residency visas and they have repaid us in kindness, not even remotely close to it.

    • St. Michael says:

      03:35pm | 16/12/10

      Name one disaffected asylum seeker who came here via boat, Dave.  As the UK learned with its train bombings: its native Australians who do this shit, not boat people.

      As for former war criminals: I hope you’re not making a reference to Charles Zentai, precious.

    • Steve Smith says:

      03:46pm | 16/12/10

      Your right Dave! Where is the balance! For years papers have been full of personal stories of triumph over hardship… where are the stories on street violence?

      Actually, there is quite alot of those stories… we should narrow it down to drunken street violence… but that covers a wide range of people. Let’s narrow it down to just Muslims being violent in the streets. Now we’re fully balanced!!

    • St. Michael says:

      04:56pm | 16/12/10

      No answer to my challenge, precious? Any boat people who have been convicted of serious crimes in Australia to mention?

    • Joe Stephens says:

      08:18pm | 16/12/10

      Dave how many war criminals came by boat? For sake of balance.. you should watch Fox News.

    • acotrel says:

      08:58am | 17/12/10

      Dave, there are Australian born criminals in our jails too!

    • SRS says:

      10:22am | 17/12/10

      St. Michael,

      “Name one disaffected asylum seeker who came here via boat, Dave.” - I’ve got one, how about the leader of the “Sons of Islam” bikie gang on the Gold Coast. He was a refugee from Iraq.

      Time to lock our doors, so we can stop locking our doors. Think about that one, it’s not a typo.

    • Jayne says:

      10:38am | 17/12/10

      Yes SRS! Because if we don’t allow boat people in there will never be violence in Australia again and we can all leave our doors open and frolick freely around our neighbourhoods day and night with no fear at all! Woopee!!

    • Dave says:

      10:53am | 17/12/10

      In the Oz today, “Ten Sri Lankan refugees involved in the Oceanic Viking stand-off may be returned to mandatory or community detention in Australia because of adverse security assessments by ASIO.”

      Plus Benbrika and the 18 other Muslim people who have been convicted of terrorism offences in this country.

    • SRS says:

      12:04pm | 17/12/10

      Janye, enjoy the Australia you so deeply stand by. When migration numbers start to top European Australian birth numbers (meaning, settlement Australia’s) and the cultural shift occurs, we’ll see how much you love Australia then.

      The “Aussie” spirit everyone goes on about, that only existed because we were a largely homogeneous society until 40 odd years ago, and then in the early 90’s when the middle east started immigrating en masse, we saw dysphoric communities start to form. You going to tell me that the middle east experiment has worked for Australia? Look at Sydney as an example of great immigration and refugee communities: Yagoona, Bass Hill, Auburn, Lakemba, Greenacre, Liverpool - what’s the predominate ethnicity in these areas? Middle Eastern. These people don’t wish for a better life in all cases, they wish to be with their families and live EXACTLY how they did in their previous countries without anyone interrupting them. Then, when they start to run into conflicts with the society they’ve moved into, they scream racism from the top of the towers, and we are supposed to bow down to that crap? Give me a break, you bleeding heart lefties are all the same. You have your grandiose visions of equality and cultural harmony, but the bottom line is, it doesn’t work that way. It never has in any civilisation, and it never will. People inherently favour those of their own creed.

    • St. Michael says:

      12:35am | 19/12/10

      Once again, for the Liberal mouth-breathers out in Sydney’s West: how many of these men were SIEV refugee arrivals, and how many turned up here by aircraft?

      There is a difference.  Most notably that the vast majority are via plane, not SIEV.  The ones on the SIEVs are not former war criminals.  The ten you’ve mentioned, assuming that ASIO’s security assessments are correct, have been successfully weeded out.  That is what the assessment process is for, and it’s worked.  Successfully.  And wow, 10 out of the sum total of occupants of the 221 SIEVs? I’d call that good odds.  Compare it to the proportion of rejected asylum seekers arriving here by plane.

      But again, the majority of Aussie terrorists were born here.

      I especially love it when the anti-refugee activists start to lose ground on actual stats and then resort to the tired old “floodgates” approach.  Would be more impressive if our refugee intake was anywhere near that of the UK or America, whether you go by straight numbers or by the proportion of refugees to the overall Australian population. Try harder lads, you can get your lines in order by the time the next Federal election rolls round.

    • Jay says:

      03:33pm | 16/12/10

      As long as they also dont come with the baggage of the more extreme views (ala the Quraan’s regular calling for the murder of yet more Jews or stonings of women for adultery) then why on earth does anyone mind?

    • mike says:

      03:42pm | 16/12/10

      He jumped the queue in Jordan, not Iraq. He was lucky{?] enough to get 15,000 dollars together to escape. He had already escaped.

    • Rosie says:

      03:42pm | 16/12/10

      For once can we listen to those that tell these stories and for humanitarian reasons, putting aside everything else the survivors of this horrendonus tragedy to remain here and taken care of. Just this once we can relent, at the same time the Govt can decide what it is going to do to prevent another from happening.

      Let them, be the lucky ones for a change! I am with the Greens and all humanitarian advocates with this one. Gillard should just come out and do it. If we can dish out $45 million for one World Cup soccer vote we can dish out the same amount of money to set them up.

    • Steve says:

      03:55pm | 16/12/10

      And then what happens when the next one crashes in australian waters on purpose because they have learned from this tragedy that it is the way to do it do we take them in as well and set them up and then the one after and so on and so on because they will keep doing it. Once you do it for one then you have to do it for all then were does it stop.

      Australia can’t even look after it’s own homeless and aboriginal people.

    • Rosie says:

      06:51pm | 16/12/10

      Hofefully our naval surveillance will be there to make sure they do not come close to the cliffs, pick them up and treat them like how they are treated now. Whatever, that maybe!

    • Ro says:

      03:43pm | 16/12/10

      The racism is astounding!

    • SRS says:

      01:53pm | 17/12/10

      If you’re not a racist, you’re a liar. Everyone has prejudices, unfortunately that’s human nature mate. Get off your high horse, and if you truly believe you love everyone equally, call some universities in your area and see if they are looking for people to participate in racial discrimination trials - it’s tap screen imagery, you’ll be surprised just how racist you really are.

      Denial is a horrible thing.

    • biff says:

      04:01pm | 16/12/10

      Are we to believe that Jordan is awash with anaesthetists. Wouldn’t Yemen, Saudi Arabia, or Azerbaijan gladly take on a qualified anaesthetist?

    • SRS says:

      11:07am | 17/12/10

      Yes, they would, and culturally he would have fit in better there. He could even have moved just slightly north west to Turkey as well.

    • ceebails says:

      12:42pm | 18/12/10

      Exactly ...

    • Troy says:

      04:08pm | 16/12/10

      I don’t blame the asylum seekers one bit, I would do the same if I was in there shoes, who wouldn’t? The fact is the Labor policy rewards people for making a very dangerous trip to get here. The incentives for these people is enormous and worth the risks. That’s why Labor and Greens policy have to change and they have to stop the boats coming or they will have many more deaths on their hands. One idea floated was every person coming via boat and people smugglers will be sent back, no questions ask, and in return we take 2 genuine refugees back to Australia. It will stop people risking their lives overnight, put the smugglers out business, appease the human rights activists, make the pollies look good, and bring some very needy up queue quickly and give them a chance for a great life in Australia and it will also protect our borders. I am also sick of the left calling anyone who disagrees with them “Racist”, these latte sipping Looney act like they are the moral authority, and to disagree with them is sacrilege.

    • Cameron says:

      03:13pm | 17/12/10

      Who wouldn’t? I wouldn’t.

      I wouldn’t cowardly grab a hold of a life jacket for myself whilst my wife and child/children drowned.  On second thought I would be intelligent enough not to risk our lives in a leaky boat.

      Additionally the truly courageous thing to do would be to stay in my home country and fight the oppressors.  Running away like a coward is never the answer.  That will not solve anything.

    • Richard says:

      04:40pm | 16/12/10

      Yes I’m sure that all asylum seekers are bang on wonderful people and Australia would be immeasurably poorer without them, but that still doesn’t detract from the the intellectual stance that Australia’s immigration program should not be outsourced to people smugglers. We have a department of immigration, we have foreign embassies, what is so inhumane about letting these institutions do their job in accordance with the protocols that they decided to set up?

    • Cameron says:

      06:14pm | 16/12/10

      This gentleman is the exception to the rule.  Many illegal boat people are in fact economic migrants.

    • AliceC says:

      08:04am | 17/12/10

      @Cameron

      And where are you referencing this fact?

    • James1 says:

      08:52am | 17/12/10

      Got any evidence to prove that assertion?

    • Cameron says:

      03:06pm | 17/12/10

      I heard Ray Hadley mention it on his show in Sydney on 2GB 873 AM.

    • Ben81 says:

      06:20pm | 16/12/10

      Yes we all know most refugees have a sad and tough story.  There’s many millions of them that we have no choice at all but to say “no” to.  Encouraging people smuggling isn’t doing anything at all to help them or magically giving us the resources to be able to take in more.  It’s guaranteeing that our help isn’t being used where it is most desperately needed and guaranteeing that people will die trying to get here.  It means full detention centres instead of taking in the same amount of refugees humanely.  No individual stories or excuses will change this harsh but unavoidable reality.

    • James1 says:

      08:53am | 17/12/10

      I don’t think that was the point.  The point was more that asylum seekers are by and large not bad people, as some would have us believe.

    • Ben81 says:

      05:31pm | 17/12/10

      No James1 I think the point here was to drag out yet another story that avoids the fact that the issue is that we need less people smuggling, not less asylum seekers.

    • stephen says:

      07:00pm | 16/12/10

      I expect that if any of you cynics are in a hospital laying down waiting for surgery with tubes and pipes in every orifice and a bank of bleeps and squigles behind and possibly an asian nurse to tend you and you look up into this man’s eyes before you go to the spirit-world for a spell,  will you ask him :
      ‘I hope you didn’t come in through the back door, mate’.

    • Dan the Man says:

      02:31am | 17/12/10

      bahaha! IMO comment of the day to you Stephen!! Thank you for shining some decent perspective on this.

    • Chris says:

      08:20am | 17/12/10

      The point that people keep forgetting is that Australia is an island in the middle of nowhere. If the aim of these people is to get away from persecution and seek asylum, they could have done that at any of the country that they had passed through before getting to Indonesia and onto that leaky boat. Getting on a boat to Australia is a choice based on a risk vs reward perception for them, nothing more, nothing less. The only discussion that we should have in relation to this is whether or not our policy is effectively offering a substantial reward that the risk of losing their life is worth it.

    • Aaron says:

      10:11am | 17/12/10

      Yes, let’s look at someone escaping from Afghanistan or Iraq where if they get caught by the previous regime or the “terrorists” they get returned and forced to fight.

      So running to Pakistan, India, Malaysia, Indonesia etc is not going to work, as there are people whose job is to keep an eye out for dissidents who need to be returned.

      Australia get’s chosen because it is harder to track down and send back some who has escaped your government, however it is also close enough that it makes it a safer and surer journey than America etc.

    • PeterE says:

      10:37pm | 17/12/10

      I am always amused by how little,  many believers in the poor-fellow-me refugee narrative really know about the region.

      For example,  what are to take from this comment of Aaron’s:  “So running to Pakistan, India, Malaysia, Indonesia etc is not going to work, as there are people whose job is to keep an eye out for dissidents who need to be returned”

      It sounds very much as if the aforementioned countries are riddled with fifth columnists’ who are just itching to press gang the “refugees” and ship them back home.

      But our experience is greatly at odds with this:  Many have resided openly in Malaysia, Indonesia or Pakistan for decades.
      And far from hiding in the shadows,  when our   uncritical SBS or ABC reporters call around, they are only too eager to identify themselves and speak up—and, they not too badly dressed either!

    • Tears says:

      08:32am | 17/12/10

      Tears, tears and more genuine tears.

    • Natduck says:

      05:54pm | 18/12/10

      This guy is the exception. I doubt any “refugee” would go back to their home country for a holiday a year after getting their visa. I mean aren’t they being persecuted in Sri Lanka for example?

    • Dhammachick says:

      03:17pm | 19/12/10

      I can say in all honestry I have no idea how to solve the illegal boat issues. I _DO_ however think we need to stop the people smugglers/illegal boats, not necessarily terminate our immigration policy. Any refugee should be honestly and sincerely considered (yes I know that’s a big ask). I was sickened by what happened on Christmas Island, but it was more that these people had paid for a trip to their deaths because of unscrupulous people who live only to thrive on other people’s misery. These unscrupulous people need to take a little trip on their own boats.

    • Peter says:

      08:09am | 20/12/10

      Thank you Dhammachick its good to see a considered comment instead of the xenophobia and bigotry expressed by so many Australians, people tend to forget terra nullus and what the real inhabitants suffered in the hands of thecolonists/invaders.
      If we study the indigenous culture and what it was we can see that we were the defilers
      that had no real empathy with those that we replaced.

    • Jed says:

      01:26pm | 28/12/10

      What is interesting that Dr. Alkhazrajy is now the President of the South Australian Islamic Society.  In other words he escaped a society that denied him his freedom, came to Australia and is now promoting a religion that oppresses women and declares non-believers in the prophet Mohammed to be inferior individuals.  Anyone who believes in the moral virtue of this story is being naive and in years to come when Australian society is fractured along religious lines, people will regret the support of such individuals.

    • Former Migrant who came by Plane says:

      02:14pm | 19/01/11

      What I’d like to know is…once this people smuggling is legalised…can I now pay for boats to pick up the rest of my extended family in other countries? This way I can save on plane fares and migration application fees. Once my relatives get off the boat, they will wait at Christmas Island, free board and medical treatment, education etc…not such a bad deal considering that queue jumping is quicker and proven more successful…

    • Bousysere says:

      10:15am | 10/06/11

      <a > smile</a>

 

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