Yesterday was personally one of the toughest days I have had since I was elected to the Senate. It ended with me confronting a demon which I have lived with for 48 years.

That demon is that I have a specific learning disability, which means I’m not always the best public speaker or speller.
This is something which I don’t like talking about as it cuts pretty deep. I don’t want people to feel sorry for me; rather I more want people to understand who I am and how you can still be successful even if you have problems articulating yourself.
No doubt there’ll be people out there who’ll say that I shouldn’t be in the Parliament given this.
But I think that is a load of rubbish.
I might have only got 29 for English when I was doing my HSC. But on the other hand I got 99 for Maths and went on to do an engineering degree and an MBA.
So given that, I think I’m no dummy, even though I might not be able to articulate myself all the time.
I should point out that this learning difficulty doesn’t affect my decision making or my intellectual capacity. I think my track record in holding the government to account and analysing policy speaks for itself.
Credibility issues aside, the issue of learning disabilities is a serious one which is why I decided to speak out, given the media circus which went into overload yesterday morning.
For years as a child growing up I was scared to read out aloud at school. Every time the teacher called my name I wanted to jump out of my seat and run outside and hide.
Now for some journalists up in the press gallery this would be very foreign as many of them are very good at English and at articulating themselves, so I don’t expect them to understand.
That’s not say they are all bad apples, some of the support I have received today has been amazing.
Let’s face it, sometimes it’s easy to have a crack at people who might not be able to spell or articulate themselves as well as others. But I ask you, would you have a crack at someone just because they’re in a wheelchair? I don’t think so.
Well it’s the same for those people out there with a learning disability.
These people deserve to have a fair go. They are people too, who are often high functioning in other areas too.
We shouldn’t look down on people just because they can’t pronounce their words properly or they muck up their spelling.
Recently I discovered one of my kids was suffering a very similar learning disability to which I have lived with.
It broke my heart to learn this as I know how hard it can be.
However, unlike for me when I was at school there is a way forward for kids today as it’s a recognised problem.
But governments need to do more in this area. The value of special education teachers is vitally important here, and I’d like to see this area picked up by the government.
So that’s me. Steve Fielding - one of 16 kids from Reservoir who has a learning disability.
I’m a Senator with an engineering degree and an MBA. The press occasionally like to make fun of me, but that’s okay. I don’t let that stop me from doing what I believe in, and that’s representing ordinary Australians to the best of my ability.
But I just don’t think its right to make fun of anyone’s disability, whatever it may look like. So for everyone else out there with a learning disability, don’t let ridicule stop you.
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